Mediation

Patrick Jonathan Derilus
2 min readFeb 20, 2023

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Consciousness is the opposite of indifference, of blindness, blankness. Promoting consciousness involves the general dissemination of the concept that each of us is part of a universal action and interaction…connections, connections, cause and effect, clarity on their relation and interrelations, the connection with the past, continuity, flow, movement, the awareness that nothing remains the same for long. — George Jackson, Blood In My Eye

A photo of ancestor George Jackson.

if a misanthropist and a communist

were friends, lovers even, what might

that idyllic look like

neither one is co-dependant of the

other. all the while, they listen to

each other talk at length about

oppression — agreeing to disagree

never once trying to bend to one

another’s ideologies, yet they

yearn to understand — apathy

is a stomach turner for both of them.

while one is inclined to a hatred of

themselves and others the other is

inclined to love of themselves and

the people

the misanthropist hates

— hated — that they hate —

understands why hatred followed

hates negligence, hates carelessness,

hates pain, suffering, disposability

beauteous delusions — inclined to love

understanding through a communist’s eyes

whose love is of an iterative bond brought together

by struggle, who too, also hates the same things

the misanthropist does — brings them all down the

same way.

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Patrick Jonathan Derilus is an American-born Haitian independent writer and Goodreads author who resides in Brooklyn, New York. Their pronouns are he, him, his, or they, them, theirs. They write poetry, short stories, and essays. They are published in RaceBaitR, Rabble Literature Magazine, Cutlines Press Magazine, Linden Avenue Literature Magazine, and elsewhere. They are the author of their 2016 anthological work, Thriving Fire: Musings of A Poet’s Odyssey and newest ebook, Perennial: a collection of letters.

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Patrick Jonathan Derilus
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